....numb? I feel like I am floating through each day.....I put on a happy (or not so happy) face for my kids. No one ever told me that being an adult would be so hard. I always envisioned a perfect world and life.....marriage, kids, home.....but, it just doesn't work that way....I am one to change things if they are not working for me a certain way, however, I feel stuck right now. I am trying, I have addressed certain issues, but, I also am not very patient....I want results right now....so, I need to just try harder. I feel like it is more difficult when my kids are home for the summer, I had been avoiding issues while they were in school, and now that I am face to face with my issues, I just want change immediately.....I just need to be patient, be in the moment, and breathe.....I need to enjoy the moments with my kids....change will come in time. I really do not like this feeling, as it is so much better to be happy....as a matter of fact, it takes more muscles to frown than to smile.....so, I will go with that!
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